s.a.d...

i'm surrounded by all these people, yet i've never felt more alone. ~ kyle xy

i'm sad. i have s.a.d...or seating arrangement depression...the HR department sent out the memo today, and my request didn't make the cut. i'll be staying where i am...sigh, if only i sent out an email earlier...if only my director didn't go on his annual leave this week...if only that friggin' AH didn't get the seat i was gunning for...

if only i were king (or in this case supremo) i would have it like this:

JOC

CP

COL - DW JY - FSY

KKS - DY AH - CHW

JOL - JVC DAL - AC

RYL - CT HXY - GN

PP - LS

HH - WQF

KT - PBA VL

AF - ES

but of course that's not the case nor will it ever be. too many relocations. but this s.a. would be perfect....but i'm not king. damn. it's hard enough that i don't speak the language fluently or understand a lot of it, do i really have to sit so far away from my teammates? fine, i'm with my fellow pinoy...but they're all together in one project! i'm the only one from team john who's sitting away from everyone else...i love working for john, and i like my project team...it just sucks that i can't relate to the people i'm sitting next to coz i'm the only one from the other team. i so wanna sit with the rest of my teammates...so bad. i really should've sent out an email earlier...i mean CT, GN and DY got relocated, why can't i??? i've been there longer! fudge. i just feel so freakin distant. oh well, i might get a shot at JY's seat. that's not exactly what i was hoping for, but if they give me that, i guess i'll have to do with it. or just opt to stay put. argh, i so dread this day...shallow as it may sound, i'm sad...and S.A.D. is a bitch.

in other news, today's ninoy day in the philippines. next week will be heroes day. a lot of holidays back home. i hope we get ours tomorrow. where the hell is that storm, what's taking it so long?