hello 2006!

it's a bit late but what the heck it's just 4 days in the year...i've been quite busy for the past week doing my construction plate. it's a good thing my classes didn't start last monday like it was supposed to. ugh i hate to to back to school..after another fun christmas break full of shopping, gift-giving and getting, gimicks, shows, and endless visitors, i find myself alone at home again in a very long time. since it's a wednesday, i'm still school free, but not my siblings and cousins. they all start today, and i'm left here at home, alone. i'm quite used to it since it's always like this every wednesday...but something like this right after all the merry-making, it's kinda depressing...i actually wanna go back to school, just the school, not the schoolwork hehe...

i can't find anything on tv to watch so i popped in the pinoy big brother dvd my cousin got for christmas. i needed some background while fixing my school stuff so that it wouldn't be as boring or tedious...as i watched the first few episodes i remembered how the group was divided into the "social groups" early on. they all had problems with racquel. and i could see why, god she's unbearable...then there's franzen and his teary eyed moments. i can't believe how early the drama started in the house. it got me thinking...franzen and racquel were the first ones nominated, and again, i could see why. and i think it's safe to say that majority of people who watch it would agree that they deserved being nominated. yet, when the eviction night came, votes showed that people wanted the two to stay, thus the early demise of rico's stay in the house. somehow, it seems a bit ironic to me...yet i find myself realizing, it's the truth, it's reality, it really happens in society...take for example, how most people would get quickly irritated by poor people, may it be makulit streetchildren who ask for piso, or kurimaos who dress up like hip-hoppers and dye their hair blonde, i would say most people would avoid these guys and shoo them away if they asked for anything. and yet watching these poor children cry their hearts out on wowowee...somehow melts everyone's hearts and instatly gain sympathy. it's like we despise them but pity them when they seem so helpless. i wonder why...

i'm just babbling on here...it's just so lethargic here, i don't wanna move, i keep on thinking i'd be super busy in the next three months again...

anyway, i'll end this right here. i'll try to find somthing to do, someone to talk to or somewhere to go...